Alad I don’t realise I find myself just drifting off into the distance yonder and sometimes I have to ask myself where am I why what am I doing what is my purpose
it is like someone else’s in me waiting for me to ask the question I thought you were in control why are you talking to me
The bad experiences of my life constantly surround me almost like watching a hologram that I can control ol1 membering all the worst times of my life
I think about never having love or maybe I just didn’t realise it or something but it was never everything all the people who I have to go with my time to 2 never gave anytime back to me.
Depression Made to Follow 