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Welcome this is not going to be easy or light-hearted place you have been warned

I am depressed and always have been now that that’s out of the way

Hello I know this is going to be one of the hardest things that I do do just starting this site took me about 5 years

I have never felt real confidence, mostly mimicked what I thought was.

Basketball players people like Michael Jordan,singers such as Barry white ,were examples of how I wanted to be seen.

However that is not how this thing usually works, the Cool kids never become their idols

Instead I usually come to the realisation that I am not that important

There will not be any of that success there will only be the feeling of neglect