Tag Archives: depression

Standing up but I feel like I am sitting down I really don’t understand why everything has to be upside down

Alad I don’t realise I find myself just drifting off into the distance yonder and sometimes I have to ask myself where am I why what am I doing what is my purpose

it is like someone else’s in me waiting for me to ask the question I thought you were in control why are you talking to me

The bad experiences of my life constantly surround me almost like watching a hologram that I can control ol1 membering all the worst times of my life

I think about never having love or maybe I just didn’t realise it or something but it was never everything all the people who I have to go with my time to 2 never gave anytime back to me.

Welcome this is not going to be easy or light-hearted place you have been warned

I am depressed and always have been now that that’s out of the way

Hello I know this is going to be one of the hardest things that I do do just starting this site took me about 5 years

I have never felt real confidence, mostly mimicked what I thought was.

Basketball players people like Michael Jordan,singers such as Barry white ,were examples of how I wanted to be seen.

However that is not how this thing usually works, the Cool kids never become their idols

Instead I usually come to the realisation that I am not that important

There will not be any of that success there will only be the feeling of neglect