I am depressed and always have been now that that’s out of the way
Hello I know this is going to be one of the hardest things that I do do just starting this site took me about 5 years
I have never felt real confidence, mostly mimicked what I thought was.
Basketball players people like Michael Jordan,singers such as Barry white ,were examples of how I wanted to be seen.
However that is not how this thing usually works, the Cool kids never become their idols
Instead I usually come to the realisation that I am not that important
There will not be any of that success there will only be the feeling of neglect